long time..

Realising that, i've been slow at updating my blog. Well can't blame me, i'm working now..and there are times when i just don't feel like typing anything.
Im frustrated, why? Because this BLOODY college of mine has not sent me my results, i mean come on man, how do u expect some of us who are doing our internship so far from college to go back there and get our results, and they are never on time to issue out our results either..
I'm frust also because, i just can't stand people judging me on the outside, always comparing.."wa, ur so chubby, or "big"(when they meant to say FAT!)" Man, i know how it feels like to be notice as that, and how painful it is, yes i'm fat, can't anyone accept the fact? Why do you have to go to the extand to use flowery words??!! DO you think it makes me feel better, no those flowery words kills even more!! Sick and tired of this!!
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Work has been hard, as usual trainees are always bullied..i find that these group of people are very lazy, they are only hard working with their tounge and lips, to "command"...today i had to run up from beach(wher the bbq restaurant was located) which is about 30meters of stairs up to get vegetarian food for the guest, not once but 3 times..i'm not complaining about the job part, but the staff part, i mean do something also, don't just do the commanding..show a good example. I'm very blessed to have survive this ordeal this far. 1 more month to go and i'm out..still in the midst of all this lazy staff there are some who are helpful and friendly..