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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Solitude

Today i attended Acts church, and i guess it was an awesome experience. I feel so cozzy, and home there, because it is still medium size church, it feels like being in sitiawan wesley but with much livelier and vibrant worship, jumping around. Hmm don't get me wrong i love DUMC non the less, its just that, the number of people that i got to know today itself, is the sum of people that i got to know in dumc, because dumc is growing so rapidly. I guess there are uniqueness in every church, and that God works differently, but still one comment vision remains, that is to preach the gospel of Christ to the world!
Anyway, i felt so rejuvenated today after church, pastor spoke about the wheather report in our life, where sometimes we accept the lies that satan throws at us, example like.. see you want something so bad but God never gives it to you, so why Believe in Him? Or, see you studied so hard but ur grades is still so crappy(i'm talking of no one else but myself). Those are few of the lies that i have accepted in my life, but Jesus said, "the truth will set you free"..and that's just what happen, i accepted the truth that God can and is more than willing to help me. Hallelujah!
Soon after that, i got to met up with a few friends such as, daphne(from campus city), Jonathan(same), jolynn-sitiawan counterpart-, andy and agnel(from altered frequency) Great to have met these people again! after that me and alvin went to his home and did our revision for exam this coming week. -its crazy i tell you-wack!! Having to remember the nutrients and ah...
So after dinner with them i came back home, and i called up herbie to ask about the klang wesley's 24hours mad camp-i already knew earlier that i would lead worship, but what i didn't know what that i am leading 4 sessions of worship, now if you ask any worship leader that would be very tiring,(my salute to the dumc worship team)..as soon as i got the news, i knew at once, there are alot fo things that i need to do and settle with God, its kinda like God was calling to turn to Him, reconcile and be in solitude to talk to Him, and that was what i did..on bended knees, calling out to God, asking him to search my heart, and if there is any hidden sins,to revile it and that i may confess and repent. So yea, He did just that..and the reconciliation period was awesome, i felt so lite, as if a burden of fear,guilt and doubt was lifted up. 2Corinthians 3:17 says -now the Lord is spirit;and where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty-

Romans8:26- Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered-


-Lord, just as i am, i come to you. Here i am humble by Your majesty, you grace ahs found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in your hands. Lord i have only my life to give, and so that i what i wanna gibe to you, my LIFE. Take it and use it for the glory of your kingdom-