Wow.

I received some valuable comments from matt and pui fun, i'm glad. I guess what you guys say is right in a way lo. I like what matt said, that sometimes spending that much money and time for someone isn't such a waste or a bad thing, because in some ways where we are blinded from, what we see as lost or waste could actually turn out to be a blessing for the other party. Like what Joseph said to his brothers, who sold him to slavery in egypt. What seems as a bad thing, God meant it for good and blessed everyone including his family.
Its the good result that we get out of all this that really benefit and make everything worthwhile. I guess love still remains a mystery. Speaking of mysteries, i have a song here that is really meaningful, if its possible i want it to be sung on my wedding day hahaa.


Newsong feat Natalie Grant - When God Made You Lyrics
It's always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come When God sends the perfect one
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus: I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I'll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I'll let nothing come between us
And I will love the ones you love
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I have never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus: I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you He must have been thinking about me

Bridge: He made the sun He made the moon
To harmonize in perfect tune
One can't move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it's true
You're for me and I'm for you
Cause my world just can't be right
Without you in my life
Chorus: I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
Tag chorus: He must have heard every prayer I've been praying
Yes He knew everything I would need
When God made you
When dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me