Blessed.

When i woke up this morning i realise that it was already 6.50am, and i turn to my handphone and realise that i didn't set my alarm the night before. Pheww, that was close. Waking up just in time to get ready, and suddenly i remember it wasn't me waking up myself, it was God who woke me up, no doubt it was Him. Thanks Lord
How many of you, experience this kind of happenings, when u know that you either have a important date or meeting or interview the next day, or even class that u didn't turn on your alarm to wake u up the next day, and then nexct thing u knew u would either miss the class, or iportant stuff, or am late.(That would be really bad for ones reputation) Well i did, countless times, but today was the one time i remembered clearly. If it wasn't for God,there might be a chance that i might not be a live.
Everyday the reason i am able to wake up is not because of me myself, i know very well that it was God, every morning wanting to see me open my eyes, to see me smile. To hear me say good morning Lord, but so many times i walked pass him without even saying a hello, or good morning, but despite all this, God still look over me, never got jealous or angry of me. Was still blessing me even at times i don't notice. God is good to me always
I remember this song sang by Patrick Leong. goes something like this
"As i started out the day not knowing what would come my way. Making sure that i'm ok in the world we're living today. As i look ahead in life with the vision in my mind to tell me that you will always be right there" something like that, without God who would i be? Without God where would i be. The reason i'm here today, and being who i am today is not the result of my cleverness or stupidity, not of my own doings or my dreams, but because or God, my surrender to him. Sometimes i wander, did i make the right decision coming here and taking up the course that i'm taking, because it consumes so much of my time, my desires to go for mission trips, camps and all are effected by my course. But i trust God for a way, where there seems to be none.
The life i live, i no longer live in myself, but Christ lives in me. I want to love others like how God loves me, a sinner,robber,filty being, worthless man. Inspite all this weaknesses, God still loves me, showing me the expressions of you love through the cross. God bless ya'al.