Here it comes...

A to think that exams are over and i can at least get some decent holiday..Deng!! My mind is filled with a thousand thoughts!!! This would be my last week of break, there after my industrial training would commence. I've to say, i'm getting sick of trainings....

So Las Carretas!! Here i come!!

Its really Ironic, 2 years ago i was such a culinary enthusiast. I was so determined to fight my way thru to get to the top in college (No in terms of academics), so eager to involve myself in extra classes, of staying back after classes just to pound my lecturer with questions of curiosity.
I would go all the way out just to look for my chef lecturers to ask questions about why the short-crust is like this, and what other herbs i can use to enhance a dish!! Not to mention taking on a part-time job in college as a chef's assistant, just so i can obtain a couple more tricks up my sleeves.

Yet now, that passionate interest begins to slip off my mind like melting butter, don't get me wrong, my interest and passion for cooking still remains strong, but that interest of being a prof. chef where the world would look upon as celebrity chef is...fading! I'm confused..i'm abit lost here now..

Because, now i feel the strong deep desire to pursuit my first desire, my first decision. To go full time for God. But Lord i need a sign, a confirmation, a direction...anything!!!