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Do you ever feel like breaking down? 
Do you ever feel out of place? 
Like somehow you just don't belong 
And no one understands you 

Do you ever want to run away? 
Do you lock yourself in your room? 
With the radio on turned up so loud 
That no one hears you screaming 

Are you stuck inside a world you hate? 
Are you sick of everyone around? 
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies 
While deep inside you're bleeding
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Reason why i put the lyrics of this song is because it expresses how i feel for the past few weeks, faking a smile so many time, that i lost count of it.
I don't understand why i would mess up my life with the things i do that i know i shouldn't be doing.
This is my lowest point in life since form5...I need you Lord