I will praise HIM

How you ever thought, "How good it would be if i could re-writte the histories in my life"..sometimes i'm just sick of the lie in earth, putting on 2 faces..hoping that people wouldn't see the bad/dark/sad side of me. Sometimes i'm disappointed with my friends, friends who once told me"if you need someone to talk to, i'm here".."if you have any problems, i'm all ears" Those are words that brought hope and smile to me, and it also brought doubts and disappointment!! Why why?? I don't understand?
I used to tell people life doesn't suck as bad as they would think it is; sometimes i think life do suck as bad as it gets..like one friend that would say "shit happens!!"

But still there are good parts in life, parts that i'll keep for the rest of my life...I'm thankful for my family, who i've so often taken for granted, but they still remain with me! My friends (Allison, Alvin..delaila..lovenia..my clicks of college mates...u know who you are), My pre-U 3 cg..especially elizabeth, its an honor, hugs!!..my beloved bunch of peeps in sitiawan(the four,bau-chee-josh-ME), and abroad NOT FORGETTING MY COUSINS ABROAD...Without you guys, i would have given up on life long time ago...

Most important is my Lord Jesus Christ... though i've let you down many time, you have never let me go!! Your love for me goes beyond explaination and understanding!! Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour, i know for sure all of my days are held in your hands crafted into, your perfect plan! As long as i've breath, i will praise the Lord always!!