Back in Subang...Sigh

So here i am, back in the big city. Oh why am i so reluctant to come back and study? Why am i so lazy to live this life? Gees!! Why do i look at it a such a burden and a bad thing? Some how i don't have the enthusiasm of studying in college as i use to already. Why? i dunno
Frankly speaking, i still prefer sitiawan life, no offence to my friends from KL,its not that i don't like you guys, i do enjoy ur company, but its rather the city life that i can never really like, guess because for the last 17years all my time was mostly spend in sitiawan, and now there is a strong bond. there are only 3 things that keeps me going in this city, that is my God, friends, and my goal.
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Aiks, i departed from sitiawan about 11.45am this morning with my cousin gary, we took the coastal way back to Kl, and boy was it a long ride. Supposedly it should only take us like 3hours max to arrived in subang, but no one could have thought, 5hours of pathetic-time-wasted trip it was! Even as i was in the car, i already miss home and my parents and my friends, so much!
Explains why i was so reluctant to move from my house. Sigh!

As much as i'm reluctant to be in this city, i know i have to, i wouldn't wanna turn back now since i've come this far. That my parents have to spent so much money on me, just so that my life would be better next time around. I know God have a plan for me, a big one! Yeah that would be the day.

I've a vision of my own actually. 3choices. 1# to use my knowledge of what i've learn,and open a cooking school for the less fortunate, helping them to find a better future and helping them feel loved witht he Love of God. 2# co-own a restaurant with my bro one day. The last one which i would never wanna do is to work in a hotel's kitchen hahaha.
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OH ya, one more thing. My hols was made worth while, besides time spend with my family and friends, and that is menting back my friendship with my friend. We were once close friends, sharing stuff, though she is much much younger than me, but we are good friends, but then something happen, and we didn't talk since the beginning of this year, and i was very disappointed and upset, and so was she. But i guess its because we never gave up on our friendship, that's why now, even though we only connected 1 day ago. It was still worth it, and it makes me happier now. I thank the Lord for his perfect plans. Thanks Pearly for not giving up on our friendship.