Laziness

Sigh...I'm feeling so lazy now, i feel lazy to go coll. I don't know why, maybe because i am tired physically and mentally. As most of you know, my course demand a high volume of energy, waking up early, going to coll early in the morning and only back late in the evening, i think its longer than working hours hahaha.
How i wish i was in secondary school now, remembering the "hey" days in ACS, back then the pressure wasn't that bad, the deman wasn't that high, especially the fees. Now study also must spend so much many, and if i don't pass then i will disappoint so many people especially my parents.
KL life isn't all that jolly, having to wait in jams, now if it rains it would be a huge problem, sometime have to wake up so early just to catch the 7am bus, when my class only starts at 9..Its tiring, paradise would be a good thing.
Plus, i'm the group rap, have to make sure people pass their worsheets, making sure that everyone gets their photostat notes, and having some of them no wanting to collect their notes from me isn't helping me much, it only helps me add some loads into my bag. Collecting money isn't a fun thing at all. Oh how i wish all this wasn't so, how i wish i could be in some remote island(with porper services and aminities). A care free world, well then again life is never that easy huh?
Its amazing despite all this stuff, hectic, and tiredness, i could still live my life day by day. I thank God for that. But still.........